I will be, all that you want...

I feel like giving up.
So close to that.



...just maybe, I can.

Maybe...or not.

Glow, shine for all you're worth...

Before I start my post, those of you who are undergraduates, I need your HELP!

Yes you...

Please leave me a comment on my chatterbox, this post, or on my handphone, or even email me. Any means of connecting...

All I need is about 5 minutes for you to help me fill out my questionnaire. Your help will be much appreciated. Thank you!

I'm really desperate okay? Contact me as soon as possible. : )

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A lot of things running through on my mind now. I failed Earth Hour cause my parents apparently had things to do and couldn't afford to have the electricity off. >.<"

Anyway, some random stuff...

- the weather is getting increasingly insane. Extreme humidity to severe storms. Unexplainable...
- assignment stress is bearing down on me. Reaching the point of mere frustration and yes, it has something to do with some people who didn't bother reading their email to reply me.
- I think about you, you, and you. But only you...
- I'm tired and I need a break from life...from a lot of things actually.
- God answers prayers everyday. Me lovey....<33
- I miss hanging out without worrying about assignments and work.
- there are some situations I wish to avoid. Lets not hope it gets there...
- love is a wonderful feeling...but then again, nobody said it wasn't. Har har har...being random here.
- life never fails me. Get into the roller-coaster, buckle up, and the ups and downs lie right on ahead.

More updates soon.

...and if you want them quick, do my questionnaires.

Thank you... : )



Hebrews 12:2 ~ ...looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Execute when all else fails...

When lights ahead dim to unfamiliar darkness,
And silence carries about an eerie echo in the air,
You stumble to find your footing, mind's a mess,
I cringe in my comfort zone, afraid...nobody really cares.

Good day people.

Its a freakin Thursday night and I should be out playing futsal. Tonight however, I fail to get into the mood (and for the first time too) and my mood really has deserted me. So I decided to excuse myself from sweating it out. Its just when the week regressed from bad to worse. Tomorrow I'll have to go back to the police station to get the picture of my car taken. Yes, I was in an accident. Who cares anyway?

Everyday's been kind of a blur nowadays as time just seems to whizz by and deadlines continue to approach. Not everyone's been helpful either. Some people just refuse to answer my questionnaire and thus I'm lacking a seriously large amount of people to fulfill my sample size. I refuse to get annoyed, irritated, or lose my cool in any manner. Its your choice.

I'm sorry for saying this, but I've lost focus in life. I need to gather my focus and look to Him for strength cause my human strength is inadequate and I've fallen so far and failed miserably. I cannot do this everyday already. I came to a point when I've told myself, "screw life, screw assignments, screw this...."

I seriously need to replenish my strength.

Lord, in this tough time, I pray that You'll be here for me as You always have been. In the darkest times when its the darkest, I know you're right here. Teach me to wait on You, to trust in You for everything, and to love You with everything I've got. My life is spiralling downwards and You know it. I know You will see me through this phase.

In Jesus name,
Amen.

PS: I need a friggin holiday. Having those days when it feels like nobody cares. So unloved...

I'll save you that last dance...

Good morning.

Its indeed a lovely morning, but unfortunately it's also a Monday which I'm not very fond of. Frankly speaking, I'm not in a very good mood today. I need an escape from all the hounding going on inside my head about dissertations, assignments, and whatever not. Some individuals haven't exactly made my week look any better.

Oh well, as promised (as well as the fact that I was constantly bugged about posting this up), here are the prom pictures. I was quite lazy to go around taking pictures due to the fact that my phone camera sucks.

Anyhow, lets get on with this...

Warning: Image Heavy Post (IHP)


Prom ticket!


Malaysian Timing: Event - 6pm. Actual commencement - 7.30pm.


Welcoming Prom Booklet...


Table deco...


We continued to wait inside the ballroom...


And it begins...finally.


Part of the crowd.


Here's to you curious monkeys. Matt and his prom date.


Chandeliers...


More of 'em.


Empty hallways...


Dinner; buffet style.


Dinner is served...


Adrian...thanks for being there buddy.


The food doesn't deserve much mention. So there's only one picture.


Dessert.


The brave people who were willing to be embarassed during games.


Questioning time for the Prom King & Queen nominees.


Performances by the couples.


Dance performance.


Eventually the Prom King & Queen were crowned.


Suet Lynn and Weei Hui.


Take 2.


The ladies.


Ended with a break dance performance.


Dance floor was then opened.


Here they go...


Green much.


Deejays' that were spinning. Choice of music sucked. No slow music at all, at prom. -_-"


From L-R: Jane, Anne, Rose, Adrian, Matt and Uma.


Annoy my weird looking face. = )


Matt and Anne.


Men In Black.


I have my moments. =D


Adrian and Matt. A nice smile, that's rare.


Adrian, Anne, and Matt. A thorn among the roses. xD


Shot #1. Bouncers. : )


Shot #2.


Shot #3.


Shot #4.


Shot #5. This is Lye Ying by the way.


Say Cheese....and Macaroni.


Dark much...


More group shots.


Without flash. Secret services. : D


With flash.


I wasn't ready when the camera went *click*.


Anne and Matt.


Us again.


Yi Yan and Matt.


Matt and Josh. I look retarded. -_-"


My date with her 'Best Dressed' prize. She looks stunning yes? Well deserved.


Smile for the camera.

And finally...


A final picture of us.

That is all. I guess I pretty much enjoyed it, though I somehow wished the college buddies were there. Still, I had a good time.

Till my next post, taaaa...